The current Shermaine is a tired Shermaine.

Hello Earthings/passers-by.
Welcome to my blog again.
How's life going to all of you?
For Shermaine had a tired say today,
Thks to her fairy god like mother(: Tyvm.
She had a job vacancy to fill up.
Just perfect NOT!
She gad to cancel a friend outing unwillingly, yet willingly just so that she can make her fairy god like mother happy.
And in a way, make her life a little more better.
You know i dont really like nagging?
I mean all of u hate it too right?
No matter in whatever form.

But it?s like damn like damn crap la.
I mean like i havent started working,
but yet I'm alr like dozing off the chair while listening music. Lols.
The rest of the day just drifted past till i end work.

But that's the way life works isnt it?
Piece of shit. Hahaha.

Ps: went to chinatown, but still didnt get my bakwa!!!

Ps/s: shermaine has composed part of this msg using her hp's sms's function coz the wi-fi at her work place cant work. Lols.

Ps/s/s: she's still listening to show luo's luo sheng men, i must say, this new album of his is not bad! Haha!

Ps/s/s/s: looking forward to tmr,
Coz mei is going to camp!
Haha. Wish i was the one going...
Jalan bertera sia. Make me think of sec 3 camp.
I must say. I miss CCHY! Hahaha.

How dumb can I be?

Seriously, how dumb can i be?

It's seriously true that when u wan some thing so much,
u will try all ways to get it.
But when it becomes a part of ur life,
U take it as a normal thing, soon after the happiness fades off.
Surplus when other temptations sip in.
U get blinded, ungrateful.
Bloody shit.

Going to bed soon, it's alr 3.30 in the morning.
Hope that i can still stick to txbb no matter wad.

-{Edit of what I wanted to blog, as i promised on twitter}-

Rite. Was pretty busy this few days.
Coz it's like on tuesday,
went to bugis to walk walk,
help mao find a decently small bag.
walking in bugis seriously made me feel like im in bangkok.
Even some of the things there, have thailand price tag. LOL.
but the difference is like, u understand what the person is speaking,
coz u're still in singapore. haha.

Then next, hanged out at bugis junction and kinokunia.
(Hope that I didnt spell it wrongly. haha.)
and I finally bought a thai guide book! Yes!

Then on wednesday, it's like the release of the posting results.
I got woken up like before 8 am,
by my dearest 母亲大人
coz I went in to BIOMEDICAL!!!!!!
It's like a miracle.
Coz like many ppl didnt 看好我会被入取
but at last I am!!!
and so, my happy day started. Lol.
Hanged out @ Simlim like the whole day,
wells, doing all sorts of stuff that I need to do.
Finally got my mp3 speakers. Love it to the max!
Was super tired to the max too~

&& Thks to my dearest fairygod like mother!
I dont have to pay a single cent back coz i went in to biomedical!
THANKS MOMMY!

fucking irritated day.

If you saw my twitter update on the top of this post, you would know
I'm not in a very good mood, tyvm.

Ignored, ignored, ignored.
I have typed this word many times and sweared to never let it affect me again,
but again and again, I still get hit by it from time to time.
It's reakky fucking irritating to be treated like that. It's like ur kindness/affection gets treated like dog poo out on the streets.

Cool down, shermaine. Chill.
Look on the bright side of life, even if it's a piece of shit.

Shermaine once again led a boring life today.
Got nagged, got pissed, got moody, got emo. Lol.
The only difference; I got to go out due to my weekly thai language class(:
Learned much more today,
God, even my notes are advancing,
There are no more english translations):

Ps: some people are seriously pain in the ass.

Ps/s: I'm getting redder. If u noe what i meant. Lols.
If not just shuddup. I dont need ur comments.

I dont think I was that awesome today & that life's a piece of shit. A really big piece.

Damn, my sister's account on my com is failing me.

Seriously, due to mom's request, I cant really use the net,
(the net is also seriously at a 慢到不行status.)
Even the photoshop brushes are unavailable on her acc when I wan to edit a decent avi on CR
Feel so useless and timeless now.
Going to bed soon.

Didnt do much things today again.
I'm seriously wasting my life away this holiday.

Wells, at least, I spent 5hrs editing mao's blogskin.
Wonder why, after having mental block for so long in everything I do,
I finally have inspirations.

Here's a preview anyway.
(More @ www.aiilema-iislandd.blogspot.com); free publicity!

Tell me how u think anyway, no in a very good mood nw anyway.

Going to check whether my brush works on my acc. .

Byekzyth, Always look on the bright side of life and you know, I'm awesome!

Shermaine had a very vivid nightmare.

9more days to another cold reality.

Quote of the day.
"The environment we live in will always force a person to put on masks that even yourself will hate."

No particular reason for putting up this phrase just find it very true.
Whatever.

Anyways, life started early today for me. Super early.
不是因为我乖，是因为我做恶梦。 /:
So creepy. -.-
搞得我都睡不着了。
Plus, since it's early in the morning,
there's not much dramas that appeals to me.
Therefore, as a current stay-home computer geek,
I on-ed com to entertain myself.
Twittered all way. Heeehhees(:
I'm falling more and more for twitter(L)
Not forgetting, my drama; 斗牛要不要．
The two male leads seriously very shuai sia! 帅帅帅！

And that seriously helps me in forgetting that nightmare.
Also made me felt nostalgic all over again):
**wonders why does she always have that feeling when Shermaine wakes up damn early**

But I slept again on mom's bed all over again as soon as I finished the ep,
& only woke up around 3.30.
Wonder how I'm going to fall asleep properly again tonight.
*prays hard that I wont get any nightmare, and I'm serious*

Alright(: !
Other than that, I finally arranged the playlist in my MP3 and handphone,
which I had been wanting to do it since days(:
*I'm a procrastinator(: *
Plus, Mummy finally promised me to get me a new MP3 (L) yeah!

Going to watch one ep of any of the dramas I'm watching, and maybe hit the books or revise my thai.
You know I always fall asleep super duper fast into a long nong coma rite after reading late into the nite(:

PS: I think the side icon on my bs is seriously becoming a mood indicator of what I'm facing right now(: Heehheees!

byezkxyths, people(:
Look on the bright side of life, people & u know I'm awesome people!

Yes, today my post starts with this cute icon,
Wells, not really larhhs,
it starts w. I'm so AWESOME!

yes, currently, this is the second phase I'm falling in love with :3
Apart of life's a piece of shit(:

Anyways, found a cute pic online while trying to find some banner for mao :3


Nothing basically happened today in my life,
(only twitted alot and of course update my dead and smelly facebook(: ;
of course drank loads of water! Keep getting painful sore throat in the morning.)
and nope, I didnt watch any of my dramas):
I will tomorrow!

{Edited after going to bed(: ; using my e71}

Wells, maybe i did do something,
Spent half of the day making mao's bs.
Spent time finding loads on the net,
but none matched our citeria.
Meaning to say, cute enuff, pefect enuff or to say editable friendly.
And guess what we ended using my current bs, but a different feel.
Sort of like a twinnie bloggie(:

Which hers, now starts w.
Have a break, w. my strawberry cake.
Rythmes rite. Also v. cute, at least to me?

Wells, though our twinnie time is seriously coming towards an end.
{End of edit (L)}

Good nite people, before i get caught and not nagged, but scolded.

Finally, previews of my icons.

Hello the people that reads my blog!
Life has been eventfully well for me.
Simply because may things took place this week.

1. Getting to know my O lvl results.
(Scored not very well, failed a particular extreme unexpected subject)

2. Submiting of JAE choices.
(Not an easy task if u have done it before, imagine selecting 12 choices)

3. Going to the second lesson of thai.
(Cool, our naggy teacher finally turned fast, completed many vocabs in just one hour!
and of course, I finally revised(: )

4. Outing w. tian xian bao bao.
(Wells, particularly to say, she's most hopefully hopeful that I would be staying in contact w.
& I'm lovin' that. Really hope that she gets into the same course as me(: )

5. My first attempt in trying to make some icons.
(I have been always wondering why people make icons for, as they are like always so small and stuff, but now, (due to my bored schedule) when I finally tried,
I finally understand the fun of making them(: )

Gonna post them up soon enuff when I think I have finished enuff in quantity.
but,here's some preview(:
Heehees, U noe I mainly belong to the dark and negetive side,
but i did made some cheerful ones!
Tell me if they look bad.
Always look on the bright side of life, dude!

It's my life.

Say I good life or what, haha.
I have been soaking on dramas the whole day.
Yes, the whole day. Be jealous. LOLS.

Dou niu yao bu yao in the morning,
and love beyond frontier 2 at nite!
**Finally lived one day according to how I have planned before my Os ended. **

Nothing much to blog seriously as, I have already said, I watched dramas all day long.
okay, maybe one, MIKE HE's hawt! (L)
I dunno why,but everytime I see him in dou niu yao bu yao,
I feel he feels a bit like Edward Cullen.
The chinese version that is.
* if any twilight fans storm pass and decides to chiang xia, go ahead *

Wells, besides my boring schedule today,
surprisingly, she finally called me.
But also due to some issues she had on her mind due to posting.
I'm out of her league now, and I noe our frenship's gonna end soon,
due to us having to step into another stage of our lives.
I'm happy to noe you. Goodbye. Whatsoever.

PS: I dunno it's me or what, but I feel I'm seriously thinking too much at times.
Too negetive too.
Like Sand said, I should really look more on the brighter side of life.

PS/S: It's fun tweetering with Lihui (L)

PS/S/S: Time flies, I'm having another thai class tmr. Gosh.
I havent practiced much yet):

I think those who know me well enough,
you would know that I have been crapping about my "life's a piece of shit" theory.

But now, all I can say is, I'm really landed in big shit now.
Why must that subject fail out of the others?

I know I shouldnt be looking on the dark side of life,
and should be happy for whatever comes my way.
But I just cant. I really cant.
I just cant think of a further w/o a cert,

I have no mood to blog le, byexkyth.

Fcuking nervous now!

Dont ask me why I'm blogging not sleeping.

I just cant fall asleep.

The feeling is like much greater than what I have felt when I saw JJ for the very first time.

I know this kind of nervousness cant be compared with that,

as this regards to my furture. /:

*wonders what's my reaction later*

God please bless me.

Finally, a new blogskin! <3

If you have eyes, you should have already spotted the differences.

Wells, whatever, it's not really my style or whatsoever,
I'm just tired of all the drama in the world,
and just want to tune down for a bit,
which includes my previous skin, which I now look back is too loud and unpersonal.
I know I will get sick of it really soon,
all these plain, simplicity.
but just make it worth while(:

Getting my results in a few hours,
Dunno what to say,
time seriously passes too fast, way too fast.

Remembering the time I was just free from that big O,
enjoying my life to it fullest potential.
After which, not so long after,
the poly open house's pamphlets start spamming into ur letterbox,
and soon, it was the real open house.
Which to me equals to a few more last sessions of having to hang out with your clique as a secondary school student.

Now this is it, the moment that I have been waiting for from sec 1.
DAMMIT!

PS: The poly open house goodie bags are seriously taking too much of my space.

Let it be, cant find any more relevant pic to this post,

and just got reminded that I couldnt watch LBF2 for so many days due to the open house!

Golf & MIKE!!!!

I'm gonna be late for my date.

But I'm still here blogging, cool or what?!

Anyways, just a quick update.

Went to 2 polys so far again.

Singapore poly and Nanyang poly.

Statics so far (L);

(L) Spore poly's Com engineering,

(L) NYP's Biomedical Sciences

* Wonder how she's gonna feel up all 12 choices*

*Hope her score can be good enough!*

Reality gonna hit me in 2 more days!!!!

PS: Hope I dont get demoralised once again when I go to RP again!

I'm not gonna listen to UUUUU!!!

Seriously, do you think this pic gives you a wierd feeling down your spines?
No right?

Well, at least I think otherwise, if anyone reads this tell me whether I'm abnormal to not feel anything okays!
Tell me whether it's normal for me to think tat's he's hot...

Hello world, if ure following me on twitter,
you should noe that I'm in a damn good mood now :D
Hahaha. Coz being ignored by someone so many countless pissing times,
he finally replied! Thks god for that!
Haharhhs, I noe it's not any big deal anyway...
But it just felt great talking to him all over again.
I also dunno why, it's just quite comforting and fun.
Maybe it's because he's one of the longest childhood fren that's still in contact w me.
So we can talk about anything. ANYTHING.

It's good to be cheered up.
I really hope to chat with him again(:
His my new Mr Joker(:
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE (L)

PS: I hope to see him this time round during chinese new year.

PS/S: He seriously made me regret picking up thai.
I should have picked up japan instead!!!!!

PS/S/S: Somemore my thai class starts tomorrow!!!! Hummmpphhhs!

PS/S/S/S: The days counting down to the release of my O lvl results are hard to go by.

PS/S/S/S/S: Going out with all my dar dar tmr,
going for a bath and going to bed~

PS/S/S/S/S/S: The sudden growing rashes are getting more and more itchy.

Been feeling nostalgia the whole day,
since the moment I stuck a toothbrush in my mouth,
t0 eating my breakfast pancake in that khatib mac that used to share the many memories of us.

To think i used to hate sch to the max,
giving me all those stress and problems,

giving me all the breakdowns when I dont need them.
but now, I really miss it,
the fun and the moments that took my breath away.

I miss every bit of it, from the demanding requirements of teachers,
to the sucky canteen food I have eaten for 5 years.

And the way I have been trying to tie my hair.
With that stupid center parting.
But it's a part and parcel of growing up I guess.

I miss every bit more and more obvious even when I start arranging my external hard disk.
Seeing all the photos that I have taken with them,
makes me think of the dumb things we have done together.
Looking at the twinnie vid and the JSTV completed segment really makes me feel...
nostalgia... i guess.

For the few things I think I would miss the most would be JSTV
and of course my grad nite(:

I think I would also miss their laughters...

Even till now, while worrying my results,
I'm still trying very hard to maintain that friendship I have built with them all these while,
I noe it would be hard,
having to split into our different paths.

But I will try. Promise.

PS: I have been reading up people's new year resolutions,
I wonder if it works, but I'm counting my lucky stars and hope it really works.

1.Pls let my O lvl results L1R4 be lesser than 19.
(hope I'm not too greedy; have been quarreling too much w my parents about my future, giving me this score would give me a better hope)

2.God, just bless me and my family to have a smooth year ahead;

3. Bless my parents better business ahead.
That's all I hope... Serious.