Expressed according to my own will

It's finally the holidays. The period I'm waiting for for ages since school started.
But now that it is here. I don't why but feel a sense of aimlessness and uselessness.
Maybe knowing that I will have a long week ahead all freed up scares me.
Hmmmmm, still looking for chance to find some one to go out with.
There is a lot of things to be done, but there's not a lot of things I don't to do.

Gosh, this is killing me.

Hope that when an activity comes by, I will be permitted to go.