I have had fun today.
*nod nod* yes I did.

But the chest pains im having now is really killing me to the max.
Waking up from my sleep...
That sucks w two thumbs up. Damn.
Plus mediacorp playing a show that had just finished playing not too long ago; yi nan wang.
Makes my mood even worse.

Muscle relaxers, pls show ur mights.
Let me go back to sleep,
Dont let me lose that motivation I'm havin now
I hav a goal in mind.
Dont let me lose faith like I always do. *prays*

I'm already missing the times):
Wearing that cchy uniform.
Doing that killer prelim papers, suffering in that cold air-con hall.
Dont ask me why.
I mean people are like that most of the times.
When they are going through or having something they always did hav,
they take for granted of that.
And they end up grumbling to everything around them):

I'm indeed missing th times when I'm mugging.
And waiting for that moment of freedom...
I really am.

Now that I hav got it. It seems not as great as it seems to be.
As the worst has yet to come.
Challenges and worries awaits ahead.

PS: I had done something really dumb and stupid and that guilt is really taking over me.
However, there's nothing I can do,
but to hope for the best to be blessed upon the one I hav alr hurt.
For God, pls heal her, she's the innocent party here,
suffering due to my immature act.

CHUBBY BUNNY! (L)
I'M THE CHUBBY BUNNY CHAMP!
*Giving a proud and evil smug*

Wells, I still went for the bbq at last due to some changes here and there.
Like I still went to the venue w Varina.
Thks Girl! *Smiles*

And it was fun!
I didnt regret one bit of it. .
Playing games and eating our hearts out!
Loads of DRAMA~
especially to the part that we just couldnt start the fire for the bbq pit.
And had to end up asking from the neighbouring pit which seemed to have stopped bbq-ing
And they were kind enuff to give us most of theirs...

EXCEPT
The guy even asked us to take a pic as a price or something.
Can feel that the guy must have felt something for Varina or something.
He just gives a wierd glance when I always walk past,
and finally asked one of the times, where was she.
So, if ur inference skill is good enough...
U might end up w the same conclusion.

But, for one more thing.
Pls help me pray that the pic doesnt get on web or edited for anything insane for any matter.
As my fugly face is also inside.

PLUS!
I am not trying to be unsociable or anything.
But they are not people we noe to begin w.
*Just dont think about it too much...*

HA! Wells. Definitely better than last year's,
But many didnt turn up this year.
Plus, Mrs Lee was unwell):
Wells, but everything turned out well, I guess.
Except that it ended a bit too early than I expected,
due to last year's incident that most stayed to play games.

AND THAT ZHONG JI MI MA WAS FUN!

Heys! Extra News!!!!
If u noe me long enough,
you should have known that I was super crazy about man of the house years back right.
With one of the female lead, Jess teong?
She's back!
In a singapore production, xiang wo ni de shou!
HEHEEEHEEE!
Super happy that my deductions are right when I first saw her in the MMV.

But seriously, why is she wearing that ugly wig that makes her look so damn ugly?!
Damn the production crew! _l_ *frowns*

For those who dont really noe her,
and dont noe what she really looks like without the wig.
Here it is...

Dont you just think she's more chio in this manner?

So much for hiding my smiles behind ur stupid asses!　

This feeling sucks man. It really does.
But what can I do to be stucked in such a situation like this.
Cry till the skies drop? Nice idea.
Being unpopular in everything I can be is already bad enuff.
Not that I'm discontented about my lovely clique(L).
They are the nicest people I have met in my entire life. TYVM.
No doubt, thinking to even go into seperate routes in the future,
that feeling sucks too. I admit I guess.
Even though I'm really pinning my hopes that at least we get into the same institute,
it wont be the same anymore.
Nothing's gonna be the same.

** Why am I having a big mood swing when I have just tasted freedom?!**

I just dunno why I dont always dont like the feeling of leaving.
The sense of unfamiliarity just freaks me out further.
Maybe it's just the sense of insecurity.

I need a shoulder to lean on,
cry in a place where i can really cry out loud.

I'm just having one of another of my mood swings.
Therefore, if people out there have any comments to make it worse,
SHUDDUP!

Heehee! I'm finally blogging(:
And I'm finally tasting the kind of freedom that I hav nt tasted for yrs!
**Mr Sunshine is gleaming @ me! (Like finally?!)**

AND IT'S GREAT! WOOHOOO!(:
ความเป็นเอกราช !!!

I'm starting all my crapping fooling all over again!
Feeding to my every addictions!
Playing com, reading novels, gleaming at hunks! *blushs*

Playing in timezone, in fact any arcade centers w no fears and burden.
=P Play shooting games till our throat actually croaks.
This is seriously...
爽爆啊！(L)
I'm now enjoy this every moment!(: (L)
With the biggest fugly smile I can ever give!

Would be back w more! (hopefully, soon enuff)
If I dont get to obsess w my dramas(L),
which I think I seriously would.

So Miss Me! (I noe I'm being BHB(: I dont care!)
**Life is full of hope now!**

~I seriously hope it will last...seriously?~

I know I shouldn't be blogging,
But I think I just couldn't hold it much longer,
After leaving it to die and rot for so long.

For those who are reading.
The generously big O hav been relatively nice to me, nothing major,

nothing scary YET...

Except for that ugly fugly amaths paper, if I hav to say, killed me.
Not to mention the ss paper I didn't complete today.

But I should say, even till now.

I didn't regret one bit turning up for every single paper.

Although some seriously wasted my time...

History paper tomorrow, wish me luck! (:
Death Note is my new addiction x3!

This fugly post is proud got to u by my handphone.
I seriously dont know how it looks like(: