Today is a sad day !!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
dunno why lar ...
just feel not very happie...
although ii hav to admit tat i did behave very crazy
in the anime course ...
but that's what happen when i m with amelia
haharx... ii dun really noe why my mood changed anyways ...
but ii guess, it either has changed during one of my try outs for a new song
or when was abt to go home...
ohh wells ...
well maybe, it also has a lil to do with my sis..
wells ... ii think she seriously has a bit of probs recently...
wells ... ii really dunno wad happen lar...
she has starting to get very secretive abt stuffs...
like everything, ii mean all teens are almost like tat,
even i got like this when i when i got into sec ...
but she's just sort of odd ...ii just dun wan to say it out
she has been quite strssed up recently too...
ii mean ii can understand that her psle ishh coming soon
but wad i dun understand, she can like get really upset when she just broke up with
an audi bf... ii mean like wad's the BIG DEAL!
ii mean like, she havnt even met him before?!
and she cant get to sleep bcoz of that...
then... wad if... ii mean wad if... she got a real bf,
ii mean it's no big deal to have a boyfriend
i mean ii nv had a bf ever since P6,
but i hav tons of frens that hav them,
and i noe it's a normal thing even
if they are just in primary schh ...
but wad if the bf dump her...?
isnt that more hurting ? than an online bf, that uu hab nv seen b4?
then if that happens.. would she go jump down ?
ohh mans ... ii dunno wad to do liao lar ...
say on ... ii also will get quite emo;cause of my sis lar ...
but ii wont go to the extend of cutting anymore...
like my sis ... [that's what i m worrid abt]
PS-i dun dare tell my parents...
i dun wan them to worry ...
any people wuhh happen to come by ...
ii mean ii noe that lil will,
pls leave a comment ... tell me wad to do ?
